I woke they were talking and crying much …its Johnny and Can they here and I feel there pain 😢☹
It’s so sad the abandoment was huge piece been left on many levels we sought comfort together many days behind the couch with blankie and sun it soothed us and not to mention thumb in mouth tears would stream after each rape and each abandoned moment by mom .
It feels like it’s our time to just be …:
To just be together
Cry
Cuddle
Feel the warmth
And anticipate were we go
From the Darkness into the Sunshine 