Is this happening

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And I couldn’t even say it…and I’m feeling every piece of wishing I had  rather scream at the mental health team….

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And the SCREAMING EMERGES SLOWLY THROUGH MY BODY CAUSING MY JAW TO CLAMP AS THE DR SAYS…here’s new meds!

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And with that he says please keep in contact let us know how it’s going. …shit I wanted to say I’ll tell you I wanna run iv felt this weekend like ending it all !
And lastly please don’t STOP  taking your meds it’s important. ..
But hell did he even listen to me about how I react to meds …OR DID I EVEN NOT MENTION IT ??

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Then well  fighting with myself my key worker says I don’t care what you never said or how you perceiving yourself. ..but I do want you to know ,I’ll walk with you till the end and always support you….

Why does it make me feel so sad!!

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5 thoughts on “Is this happening”

  1. You feel sad… because they sound so ‘defeatist’ … If you’re not happy with them Lisa and they’re not helping please consider making changes…. They do not sound helpful at all…. Just a thought… you do what you feel right.. not what I say…. Diane

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    1. Hi Diana
      No I’m sad because I can’t believe my key worker cares that much. .it’s hard always for me when people show they care as my life wasn’t like this I’m not use to it! .

      But as for meds I’m not sure I said enough at the appointment I battle. .but I do need something or help ….

      IM BATTLING TO SEE WERE TO

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      1. For sure I believe you do need to be on some meds if only to get you through this episode … Remember that I am remembering you in prayer every day up until Easter…. Let’s believe for some kind of breakthrough… Diane

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