Is battling the end of the world so bad?

I’m left in comflict that force I know to well is doing its best to push people away and I’m alone …

Alone is painful I’m hurting aching the new meds leaves me shaking and anxiety so high. .
Why do I feel i have a need  for more pain?
Was once not enough?
How long for this whole of darkness to let me go…just when?



2 thoughts on “Battling”

  1. It’s a long hard road my friend. You just have to stay in the moment. Take panic over the future or fear the past. Just be right now. Your mind and body is tired and trying to make sense of it all. Be gentle with yourself. It will get easier, I promise you xx


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